.....it's just me... by Eternal-Fallen-Angel, literature
Literature
.....it's just me...
And though i know you wouldn't care
Im gonna tell you anyways
Because I have to get this out of my system.
In school I'm teased just cuz i like rock.
"Oh look at that satanic dude" those idiots say.
Just cuz you dress different and listen to something better that crap about superman-ing a you know what.
Doesn't mean im satanic.
I laugh in the face of all those punks.
Idiots your carelesness digs your graves.
You people are pathetic.
Just cuz i wear studed and spiked bracelets.
Cuz you're so caught up inside those empty little head of yours you can't afford to be different because you're scared of what people might think.
But that
All those laughs and all those uncountable smiles.
Fake.
I cannot feel happiness,peace or tranquility.Not even love.
Only Hatred,Anger, and Pain.
I look into your eyes and i see nothing.
Nothing but those mistakes i made.
Hollowness,Nothingness a pointless life i live.
I cannot carry this burden anymore.
I'll leave you and everything else I've fought for in this nightmare you call life.
You tug on y shirt begging me to stop.
I ignore you completely.
You yell my name in pain as i let myself go from the ledge.
It's already to late.
Thank you for all those time we shared.
I cherish every moment we had together.
I hope we meet in
What's life?
Just some stupid game where everyone loses?
Where you leave behind the people most important to you?
What kind of life is that?
Pushing away those you love most?
Those who once said"I'd die for you"?
What's the point of life anyway?
You suffer.
You're never happy.
Always living a daily struggle.
I've done a lot of things i regret.
I regret deep down.
Stuff i said I would never do I've done.
Sometimes i wish i could go back in time and fix all those mistakes I've made.
To beg forgiveness to all my friends.
Making promises I will not keep.
Yet they believed me and trusted me.
And like always I let them down.
"Wha
I wake up with a sharp pain on my head.
I see you taking deep, heavy breaths.
He hurt you.
Fury rages inside me.
My left eye turns red like the hottest flames in hell.
My right eye turns blue like the icy heavens.
I craw to you as fast as i can.
I put my hand on your wound, nut its already too late.
You've left me.
What am i going to do?
I'm only twelve and I lost both my parents already.
I lay against you you on the bloody flood.
Thinking...
Waiting.....
Unsure f what to do next.
Issak Z. Shinoda
Look at us.
We barely even know each other and yet we trust.
To always help each other out in good and bad.
When someone needs to forget something.
When one of us has no one else to talk to.
To help each other in good and bad.
We have are differences but thats only normal.
Even if one of us leaves for a while it might be fore the best.
Friends are like balloons.
Once you let them go you can't get them back.
Cherish every moment we have together.
Because we never know when that will end.
Think this poems sucks?
I don't care.
I love my friends.
Even if they don't love me.
Telling them what i feel and being loyal to them.
Becau
Look at us.
We barely even know each other and yet we trust.
To always help each other out in good and bad.
When someone needs to forget something.
When one of us has no one else to talk to.
To help each other in good and bad.
We have are differences but thats only normal.
Even if one of us leaves for a while it might be fore the best.
Friends are like balloons.
Once you let them go you can't get them back.
Cherish every moment we have together.
Because we never know when that will end.
Think this poems sucks?
I don't care.
I love my friends.
Even if they don't love me.
Telling them what i feel and being loyal to them.
Becau
I wake up with a sharp pain on my head.
I see you taking deep, heavy breaths.
He hurt you.
Fury rages inside me.
My left eye turns red like the hottest flames in hell.
My right eye turns blue like the icy heavens.
I craw to you as fast as i can.
I put my hand on your wound, nut its already too late.
You've left me.
What am i going to do?
I'm only twelve and I lost both my parents already.
I lay against you you on the bloody flood.
Thinking...
Waiting.....
Unsure f what to do next.
Issak Z. Shinoda
What's life?
Just some stupid game where everyone loses?
Where you leave behind the people most important to you?
What kind of life is that?
Pushing away those you love most?
Those who once said"I'd die for you"?
What's the point of life anyway?
You suffer.
You're never happy.
Always living a daily struggle.
I've done a lot of things i regret.
I regret deep down.
Stuff i said I would never do I've done.
Sometimes i wish i could go back in time and fix all those mistakes I've made.
To beg forgiveness to all my friends.
Making promises I will not keep.
Yet they believed me and trusted me.
And like always I let them down.
"Wha
All those laughs and all those uncountable smiles.
Fake.
I cannot feel happiness,peace or tranquility.Not even love.
Only Hatred,Anger, and Pain.
I look into your eyes and i see nothing.
Nothing but those mistakes i made.
Hollowness,Nothingness a pointless life i live.
I cannot carry this burden anymore.
I'll leave you and everything else I've fought for in this nightmare you call life.
You tug on y shirt begging me to stop.
I ignore you completely.
You yell my name in pain as i let myself go from the ledge.
It's already to late.
Thank you for all those time we shared.
I cherish every moment we had together.
I hope we meet in
If you were to die today,
I truly wish you'd know,
that in my heart you'll always live,
and in my actions, it will show.
You'd be much more than merely a memory.
My love for you would never cease,
yet with me,
you would always be.
I don't want to argue,
and I don't want to fight.
I want to cherish the moments,
hoping to soon hold you tight.
I wish I could show you more,
just how much you mean to me.
But my stubborn actions get in the way,
letting me assume to just leave you be.
I'll try harder each day
to learn from these mistakes.
Hopefully gaining from my choices,
not creating more headaches.
If you were to die today,
I
They say it's better to have loved and lost,
than never to have loved at all...
But when the one you lost was your world,
are you able to pick up from the fall?
Day and night I think to myself,
will I find true love again?
Or will my feelings go to waste,
and we end up staying "Just Friends?"
I can tell you know, I often think of her,
I can see it in your eyes.
Why do I dwell on the past and ignore the present?
Yet in these next words my real truth lies.
My heart is yours, as you'll always know.
I'll love you till the end.
Even if worse comes to worse,
Or we never become more than close friends.
The Hell You Put Me Through by punkrockerz, literature
Literature
The Hell You Put Me Through
I sit up at night,
thinking of what to say.
Sorting out my thoughts,
damn, I even prayed.
I wonder if you meant it,
when you said you cared.
After years of "misunderstandings"
you'd think I was prepared...
Prepared for the hurt,
of when I realized the lies.
Again and again...
keeping your disguise...
Hiding how you feel from me,
but I guess that goes both ways.
We never really talked;
caught up in foolish trade.
I'd do anything to know,
just how you really feel.
But I guess it doesn't matter,
'cause this was never actually real.
What were we doing?
Just lying to ourselves?
Hiding our true feelings
upon high unreached s
What's life?
Just some stupid game where everyone loses?
Where you leave behind the people most important to you?
What kind of life is that?
Pushing away those you love most?
Those who once said"I'd die for you"?
What's the point of life anyway?
You suffer.
You're never happy.
Always living a daily struggle.
I've done a lot of things i regret.
I regret deep down.
Stuff i said I would never do I've done.
Sometimes i wish i could go back in time and fix all those mistakes I've made.
To beg forgiveness to all my friends.
Making promises I will not keep.
Yet they believed me and trusted me.
And like always I let them down.
"Wha
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im staying here due to the fact that my friend came back......
I changed the Name of My Band.
I've found a drummer...
things are really working out for me finally...
I plan on Purchasing a Dean Vendetta XM or XMT soon
so im selling PS2 games and my friend told me he was gonna gimme 300 dollars so i could buy the Dean Razorback but i doubt he'll give me any amount of money because we bareley know eachother so yeah......
i've been drawing alot lateley but nothing turns out.....
I want to write but thing is good enough...If any of you have a project you're working on and need help let me know please.
dont make a commotion dudes this place sucks.....
so yeah i juat feel like getting rid of this place once and for all. This is probably the best decision of my life.
Hey Al wassup??? Are you gonna be on tommorow???? I sure hope so dude. I miss talking to you *though we've never really chatted that much :S* anyway let me know how you are and all that jazz. OMG!! Did you see Undertaker vs. Batista??!! I hate Edge and Vicky with a dying passion. XD